Depression, OCD and bad thoughts.

[Gabe7587]

I dislike myself. Not because of others actions, but because of my actions. Being WAY to hard on myself. I end up hitting my head against something like a door or a cabinet hard to let out my frustration. Life here on earth is hard, and I know that Jesus will help me endure. But I'm just so tired. To be simple here are my problems.

1. Emotions get out of hand.
2. Moral OCD
3. Trouble with girls.
4. Doing bad in school. (I used to be straight A student)
5. Loneliness
6. Feeling left out
7. Depression
8. Bad prayer life
9. Demonic attack

All these could be fit into a single category, but I decided to list them all out.
If you want me to elaborate more on any of these points please let me know.
Please PM me if you like.

 

[RC1970]

I dislike myself. Not because of others actions, but because of my actions. Being WAY to hard on myself. I end up hitting my head against something like a door or a cabinet hard to let out my frustration. Life here on earth is hard, and I know that Jesus will help me endure. But I'm just so tired. To be simple here are my problems.

1. Emotions get out of hand.
2. Moral OCD
3. Trouble with girls.
4. Doing bad in school. (I used to be straight A student)
5. Loneliness
6. Feeling left out
7. Depression
8. Bad prayer life
9. Demonic attack

All these could be fit into a single category, but I decided to list them all out.
If you want me to elaborate more on any of these points please let me know.
Please PM me if you like.

You seem like an average teen. If I were you, I would focus on #4 and #8, and the rest will solve themselves.

 

[stuart lawrence]

I dislike myself. Not because of others actions, but because of my actions. Being WAY to hard on myself. I end up hitting my head against something like a door or a cabinet hard to let out my frustration. Life here on earth is hard, and I know that Jesus will help me endure. But I'm just so tired. To be simple here are my problems.

1. Emotions get out of hand.
2. Moral OCD
3. Trouble with girls.
4. Doing bad in school. (I used to be straight A student)
5. Loneliness
6. Feeling left out
7. Depression
8. Bad prayer life
9. Demonic attack

All these could be fit into a single category, but I decided to list them all out.
If you want me to elaborate more on any of these points please let me know.
Please PM me if you like.

I'm glad another respondent said you seem like the average teen. You just described me as a teenager!

So what changed me?
God showed me the truth of the gospel message

 

[Far Side Of the Moon]

I dislike myself. Not because of others actions, but because of my actions. Being WAY to hard on myself. I end up hitting my head against something like a door or a cabinet hard to let out my frustration. Life here on earth is hard, and I know that Jesus will help me endure. But I'm just so tired. To be simple here are my problems.

1. Emotions get out of hand.
2. Moral OCD
3. Trouble with girls.
4. Doing bad in school. (I used to be straight A student)
5. Loneliness
6. Feeling left out
7. Depression
8. Bad prayer life
9. Demonic attack

All these could be fit into a single category, but I decided to list them all out.
If you want me to elaborate more on any of these points please let me know.
Please PM me if you like.

I struggle with 4,5,6&7

You are not alone.