Hi everyone, i cant remember how many times ive put myself for prayer here.
Im really struggling
im feeling pretty bad, today, i just want to drink and not wake up then I will stop being a burden for everyone here aswell as my friends. . 



Im just tired of everything. I just really cant tell you how lonely I feel 

Ive got a counselling appointment on the 18th. June.About 6 months too late I think.
Ive got a counselling appointment on the 18th. June.About 6 months too late I think.

