I can't stay and talk but, I just want to explain part of what's happening. I keep snapping at my parents and I really don't want to do that, especially to my mother. Everything I say, just comes out angry, I want my mother think I'm just angry and bitter at her, everything I'm doing is out of spite for her. I just don't want to be angry, but then I'm frustrated at the fact that I am angry, I try to pray, but the feel guilty about the fact that I wasn't praying earlier and the fact that I'm scrupulous about this at all. I try not to interfere with my parents, but when I do it, it looks as though I'm doing it out of spite! I need prayers.