faroukfarouk
Fading curmudgeon
Hi; John 14 and Psalm 46 are strengthening passages for the believer, which draw the reader away from introspection. John's First Epistle has assurance of faith in the Son of God as an important theme.
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Kristen.NewCreation and FreeinChrist
Hi there. This really broke my heart and I wish I could just give you a really really really big hug. You are loved. You are beautiful. Fearfully and wonderfully made. Don't lose hope in Jesus. Keep crying to him. I myself am dealing with similar things. My faith has also been tested. I just have to believe that holding on will be worth it in the end. I really hope things are better now or, that at least the enemy is as loud today. Hold on to Jesus.I don’t know how to start. I guess I will say that I am losing my faith in God. I don’t want to. But I’m not sure how I can hang on anymore. I just haven’t had many reasons to believe that A) He exists, and B) that He even cares that I question Him. I have prayed repeatedly for Him to reveal Himself to me, to give me some sort of sign, and to help restore my faith. It seems as if the door is shut to me. I used to be able to feel God’s presence when I prayed, I could see Him at work in my life and I could even hear Him speaking through my heart. I no longer feel His presence, I think that the times I thought He was working in my life were just coincidences or my own doing, and anytime I think I might be hearing God’s voice in my heart, I heavily doubt it, and wonder if it’s just me telling my own self what I want to hear.
I can’t pinpoint how and when this crisis of faith came to be, but it has been ongoing for a good year now. Even though, on the surface, I seem to have a very blessed life (great career, independence, secure finances, strong/healthy family, long-life friends, and the chance to travel and live abroad like I’ve always dreamed) it’s been a very difficult year for me emotionally. I am 40 and single; I’ve never been married, and I’m pretty sure I will never have kids. I know my single-status is mainly due to my being shy and reserved around men, and I’m not very fit. I just don’t think I’m very desirable to men. I have low self-esteem. I know that…but it’s hard not to, when no one has really ever given me a reason to feel good about myself.
In my head I know I can’t rely on others to make me feel worthy or loved. I know I have to put myself “out there” and open myself up to others. I know I have to have trust and faith in God. I know I have to trust His timing and His plan.
However, in my heart I don’t feel any of that. It’s really hard to feel worthy when no one in my life gives me reason to believe I am. It’s hard to show confidence and put myself out there when I don’t think anyone would want me anyway. It’s hard to have faith in God when I continually pray to Him about this very aspect of my life, but repeatedly get no response. It’s hard to believe in Him when I plead and cry out to Him night after night, with virtually no response.
I am rambling now. But I guess I just want to know: how can I hang on to my faith and belief in God when I just don’t feel it anymore? How can I regain hope?
I don’t know how to start. I guess I will say that I am losing my faith in God. I don’t want to. But I’m not sure how I can hang on anymore. I just haven’t had many reasons to believe that A) He exists, and B) that He even cares that I question Him. I have prayed repeatedly for Him to reveal Himself to me, to give me some sort of sign, and to help restore my faith. It seems as if the door is shut to me. I used to be able to feel God’s presence when I prayed, I could see Him at work in my life and I could even hear Him speaking through my heart. I no longer feel His presence, I think that the times I thought He was working in my life were just coincidences or my own doing, and anytime I think I might be hearing God’s voice in my heart, I heavily doubt it, and wonder if it’s just me telling my own self what I want to hear.
I can’t pinpoint how and when this crisis of faith came to be, but it has been ongoing for a good year now. Even though, on the surface, I seem to have a very blessed life (great career, independence, secure finances, strong/healthy family, long-life friends, and the chance to travel and live abroad like I’ve always dreamed) it’s been a very difficult year for me emotionally. I am 40 and single; I’ve never been married, and I’m pretty sure I will never have kids. I know my single-status is mainly due to my being shy and reserved around men, and I’m not very fit. I just don’t think I’m very desirable to men. I have low self-esteem. I know that…but it’s hard not to, when no one has really ever given me a reason to feel good about myself.
In my head I know I can’t rely on others to make me feel worthy or loved. I know I have to put myself “out there” and open myself up to others. I know I have to have trust and faith in God. I know I have to trust His timing and His plan.
However, in my heart I don’t feel any of that. It’s really hard to feel worthy when no one in my life gives me reason to believe I am. It’s hard to show confidence and put myself out there when I don’t think anyone would want me anyway. It’s hard to have faith in God when I continually pray to Him about this very aspect of my life, but repeatedly get no response. It’s hard to believe in Him when I plead and cry out to Him night after night, with virtually no response.
I am rambling now. But I guess I just want to know: how can I hang on to my faith and belief in God when I just don’t feel it anymore? How can I regain hope?
Alessandra, how are you doing now? I found this thread through a Google search of "losing my faith," and your original post could have been written by me, word for word. I try to pray, but often end up in tears when it seems there's no one on the other end of the line. I gave up cable TV for Lent and have only been watching movies and documentaries about Jesus, hoping my faith would spark to life again. I've been reading books people have recommended to me. I've even asked for some sort of sign. And just, silence.
I do have combat-related PTSD with depression, so often, as I'm praying and "listening" for God's voice, all that comes back are dark thoughts, sometimes violent. It's gotten to where I'm almost afraid to pray. How can this happen? I've spoken with several spiritual counselors, but so far I'm getting nowhere.
Bella15, you mentioned that thoughts can be implanted in our minds. I just don't see how that can be. I feel like this is all coming from me. How can I be sure that something is from God, from the Enemy, or from my own imagination?
I hope you're doing better, Alessandra. Please let us know if you've found your way out of the "pit"!
I don’t know how to start. I guess I will say that I am losing my faith in God. I don’t want to. But I’m not sure how I can hang on anymore. I just haven’t had many reasons to believe that A) He exists, and B) that He even cares that I question Him. I have prayed repeatedly for Him to reveal Himself to me, to give me some sort of sign, and to help restore my faith. It seems as if the door is shut to me. I used to be able to feel God’s presence when I prayed, I could see Him at work in my life and I could even hear Him speaking through my heart. I no longer feel His presence, I think that the times I thought He was working in my life were just coincidences or my own doing, and anytime I think I might be hearing God’s voice in my heart, I heavily doubt it, and wonder if it’s just me telling my own self what I want to hear.
I can’t pinpoint how and when this crisis of faith came to be, but it has been ongoing for a good year now. Even though, on the surface, I seem to have a very blessed life (great career, independence, secure finances, strong/healthy family, long-life friends, and the chance to travel and live abroad like I’ve always dreamed) it’s been a very difficult year for me emotionally. I am 40 and single; I’ve never been married, and I’m pretty sure I will never have kids. I know my single-status is mainly due to my being shy and reserved around men, and I’m not very fit. I just don’t think I’m very desirable to men. I have low self-esteem. I know that…but it’s hard not to, when no one has really ever given me a reason to feel good about myself.
In my head I know I can’t rely on others to make me feel worthy or loved. I know I have to put myself “out there” and open myself up to others. I know I have to have trust and faith in God. I know I have to trust His timing and His plan.
However, in my heart I don’t feel any of that. It’s really hard to feel worthy when no one in my life gives me reason to believe I am. It’s hard to show confidence and put myself out there when I don’t think anyone would want me anyway. It’s hard to have faith in God when I continually pray to Him about this very aspect of my life, but repeatedly get no response. It’s hard to believe in Him when I plead and cry out to Him night after night, with virtually no response.
I am rambling now. But I guess I just want to know: how can I hang on to my faith and belief in God when I just don’t feel it anymore? How can I regain hope?