Okay, let me make a long story short... I have a pentecostal background..was in for 12 years, I know the Bible, I know prayer, I understand spiritual warfare etc.
But in the past 2 months I have had recurring nightmares of someone chasing me - always a man, and trying to kill me. This goes on every night. I haven't been in church for a couple of years, yet I still pray. So please don't respond with a "you need Jesus" post. I know this, what I need to know is as a person who is not serving God fully now, why am I being attacked by spirits? My nightmares are very real. Last night I prayed and was like ..okay, im going to go to bed with positive thoughts..I finally slept well until 3 am. Cliche timing. But I went back to sleep and "saw" a figure standing next to my bed looking in my dresser..I said "what are you doing??!?" in my dream..the "man" turned around and was demonic looking and whispered in my face "your going to be IN A LOT OF PAIN" ..and I woke up feeling like something was in the room with me. I used to experience this during "spiritual warfare" times in my old church, of a lot of prayer and fasting..but as a sinner..more or less, why am I being attacked???? what threat AM I?
some more background info:
I have a boyfriend who has been living with me for awhile, we are in a good ...actually great relationship. He listens to a variety of music..that is brought into my home, he is an extreme worrier, and also used to have panic attacks..Im just trying to put some puzzle pieces together..what do I get rid of? what is causing this? I can give more info if needed.
thank you
But in the past 2 months I have had recurring nightmares of someone chasing me - always a man, and trying to kill me. This goes on every night. I haven't been in church for a couple of years, yet I still pray. So please don't respond with a "you need Jesus" post. I know this, what I need to know is as a person who is not serving God fully now, why am I being attacked by spirits? My nightmares are very real. Last night I prayed and was like ..okay, im going to go to bed with positive thoughts..I finally slept well until 3 am. Cliche timing. But I went back to sleep and "saw" a figure standing next to my bed looking in my dresser..I said "what are you doing??!?" in my dream..the "man" turned around and was demonic looking and whispered in my face "your going to be IN A LOT OF PAIN" ..and I woke up feeling like something was in the room with me. I used to experience this during "spiritual warfare" times in my old church, of a lot of prayer and fasting..but as a sinner..more or less, why am I being attacked???? what threat AM I?
some more background info:
I have a boyfriend who has been living with me for awhile, we are in a good ...actually great relationship. He listens to a variety of music..that is brought into my home, he is an extreme worrier, and also used to have panic attacks..Im just trying to put some puzzle pieces together..what do I get rid of? what is causing this? I can give more info if needed.
thank you