I was reading Hebrews and saw that is said that whoever continues to sin deliberately after having received knowledge of the truth that there is no more sacrifice for them and that a fiery judgement will await them.i am so scared and hopeless
I have taken advantage of Christ gift by deliberately sinning and the a sky or forgiveness. I did this after having becoming a born again christian.Can I still be forgive if I ask Christ for forgiveness and to try and not sin again and ask for his Holy Spirit?
this came up in another thread recently, so please pardon the repost in this thread...
Heb 6:4-6
(4) For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost,
(5) And have tasted the good word of God, and the powers of the world to come,
(6) If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame.
there are several requirements laid out here that must be met before a Christian can reject God:
-once enlightened
-tasted of the heavenly gift
-made partaker of the Holy Ghost
-made partaker of the powers of the world to come
we aren't sure exactly what these things mean, but it is evident that this is speaking of a mature Christian; but look closely at the next requirements:
-having crucified the Son of God afresh
-having put Him to an open shame
if you take this literally, then you're obviously safe - but even taken metaphorically, this is referring to one having judged Jesus to be a complete impostor, deserving of death - and having taught this openly to others - this refers to an active hatred of Jesus, not just a period of overindulgence in one's flesh
the language here is so strong that it's likely that no one has ever met these requirements - i personally take this as sarcastic to shut down any doubts a Christian might have that they have out-sinned the forgiveness that Jesus bought for us. and the very fact that you want to come back to God rather than curse Jesus is ample evidence that you have not reached this point of total rejection of your salvation - even if you have attained the level of spiritual maturity that is required before this is possible...
i think part of your problem might be that you are elevating your sins to a point in your own mind where they might equal or exceed the power of God's forgiveness - focus instead on how in one instant God through Jesus forgave not only your sins, but the sins of the WHOLE WORLD FOR ALL TIME - your sins are all but immeasurable compared to His power to forgive!
remember, faith is not based on feelings - faith is based on what God has said, and His words do not change no matter how you feel. focus on His words of life instead of your shortcomings, and if you don't give up, your feelings will eventually change to match the (almost too good to be true) Good news of the whole Gospel, as there is much more in the Gospel than forgiveness of sins! receive your forgiveness, step boldly back into the Throne-room of His Grace, and move on toward increased understanding of His promises to you beyond the first step of avoiding hell