I have done some research about CS Lewis and his beliefs about God, and I have found some quotes from him, which I feel, implies that he was not a Christian. He did believe in God, but it's possible that he wasn't born again and saved. For example, he called himself a "reluctant convert", and in some of his quotes, he even compares Christ to pagan gods.
C.S Lewis even claimed that pagan gods were subspecies of Christ.
Those quotes from him above were very blasphemous. Why would any born again person say things like that? And most importantly, what true Christian would call themselves a "reluctant" convert?
"You may picture me alone in that room in Magdalen, night after night, feeling, whenever my mind lifted for even a second from my work, the steady, unrelenting approach of Him whom I so earnestly desired not to meet. That which I greatly feared had at last come upon me. In...1929 I gave in, and admitted that God was God, and knelt and prayed: perhaps that night, the most dejected and reluctant convert in all England."
“as I believe, Christ, fulfills both Paganism and Judaism.”
Source=C.S. Lewis, Reflections On The Psalms.
C.S Lewis even claimed that pagan gods were subspecies of Christ.
“I had some ado to prevent Joy and myself from relapsing into Paganism in Attica! At Daphni it was hard not to pray to Apollo the Healer. But somehow one didn't feel it would have been very wrong - would have only been addressing Christ sub specie
Apollinis." (C.S. Lewis: A Biography, Roger Lancelyn Green, p.276, emphasis added)
Those quotes from him above were very blasphemous. Why would any born again person say things like that? And most importantly, what true Christian would call themselves a "reluctant" convert?