if by round this u mean conquar
your first qustion is wheather or not your faith was real or not .
im Guessing that u are speaking of the haveing the faith in the faith of an invesable God that can be involved in our daily lives

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well he is quite real in mine , but i think u mean why is he not real in your own .
u are having problems in faith. i can under stand nobody is willing to belive in a lie and u would want some fact of one sort or a nother
befor i get in to this it is impossable to please God with out faith.( forgets verse

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Heb 11.1 points out:
"faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evdance of things unseen "
u are having troubble with the having faith in an "invesible" being .
well dont go athist yet , more than 3/4 of the world belives in some thing . and i add what complacion would there be in faith if we Could see him every day .
but i under stand what u mean , but i, not so much shur if it is faith in your daily walk or more like u have been hendderd so that u have not wittnesed him move in your life for a long time .
for me , befor august of this year i could not Feel see touch know of be around i did not even know if i was still part of the famile i was like that for 2yrs stright , before that i felt God in every aspect of my life ! but it did not matter i saw How Jesus heald other ppl and saved other ppl and i know how he was in my life so i kept looing for him .and in short i did not give up for 2yrs and worshiped and praized him just as if he were pulsing threw my vains - thow his abscnce
i knew was not there and about augest He spoke to a woman in my church consering me and said he was gona heal me and he has , slowly but shurly.
now i take in to consideration that u may have never seen God move in your life
witch is a diffrnet problem complealty . but i doubt that , secondly aslo that , if u have not seen God ever move in your life , dose not make u a non christian . you are just as saved to day as u were yesterday .
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secondly u asked wheater or not Jesus is the son of God or not . and u less u are a Jew who choosess to ingore that Jesus was and is the son of God who elts has made any such claimes . not me
there are many verse in the bible that point To Jesus being the Son of God , there are man yof the in Iziah , but i am far form my bible not so i can not give them to u .
3rdly u asked weather or not there was a God or not. and so long as u dont ask an athist they will say YES , your asking me to give u a peice of mesurable matter thow.and well im a little short on that right now .
but i dont think any one comtemplates the existiance of God with out other qustions leading up 2 or other things saying That God dose not exist , witch he dose
so if your thoughts are logic i will be happie to try to refute them , if they are emotional we can talk abotu them
as an added note , i was away with some ppl and ( hear is the storie ) 2 christians walked on the boat ( crusie ship) and only 1 chrsitian walked off , i did all i could , but she kept lissiong to a gurl i know who we met there that was a wicca -hard core adn she kept infulancing her - BADLY !!! one gulr came to me for help the other did not want to talk about it .

the other renouced her faith in spite of my best actions
