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- Nov 3, 2003
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Wow, that's pretty messed up that your class mates are saying things like that, shoot, when I was in college, seems like my fellow class mates were more mature than that. Anyways, it's the thoughts, the lies, what's so bad about it. Is that not only is satan trying to get you to destroy yourself, but he's then getting you to believe that it's God who is neglecting you. Sounds like satan is having a hay day. Like I once told a girl who had severe mutilation problems (I work in a psychiatric hospital)- after she said how worthless she was- I told her "that is a lie from the pit of hell". The problem is the lies that satan is getting you to believe, he's whispering these thoughts in your ear and getting you to think they are your own thoughts. You may be taking steps to overcome this- but do you think he is going to let you go that easy? It's the mind that has to be renewed, you have to fill it with truth if you want to ever be happy- because this has been a weakness for you, satan will use it over and over and over again against you until he no longer has power over you in that area, and like I said, your mind needs renewing with the word of God. Wow, you are making so many positive steps it sounds like- good for you- you are a strong woman!! I mean that. Now, you're going to have to get even stronger if you are going to have a different life, read the bible, memorize- write on memory cards the scriptures that minister the truth to you- like about God's perfect love, and how he is good, and does good to us, and holds us in the palm of our hands, and how we are his children and how he takes care of the needs of his children- if you are waiting for a feeling to come, or circumstances to change to believe what God's word said, than you are putting your trust on something shakeable. This is an opportunity to build even stronger character, oh, you'll be so grounded in God. It will seem pointless at first, satan will say "this is useless, I never was nothing and will never be anything". Well, there are scriptures that counteract that lie, such as eye has not seen nor ear heard what God has planned for those who love him and are called according to his purposes. You have to keep doing that and keep doing that. Once you get the faith down in your heart, and satan know's he can't deceive you or have power over you through his lies, he'll leave- his power will be broken, and you'll feel so great. You'll get happier and happier layer by layer. But this is going to take time and practice, and learning all the lies, you see, we ourselves are weaker than satan and could not overcome his whiles on our own accord, but God is bigger, and he'll make the lies known to you. Oh, I've had to do this myself. And I have so much more freedom, oh, and i'm so grounded in God's love now. And my confidence is in him. You see, God doesn't want you putting your condidence in another person (Ed), in my own life these last few years, I have experianced soooo much lonliness. And I went through a time when my own hubby didn't understand me, my best friend didn't care about or understand me, there was no one, even though I had ppl in my life, no one was really there for me like I needed them to be. And I'd pray about these relationships in my life. And God began to show me that this was a time for my confidence to be rooted and grounded in him. Because ppl are imperfect and will let you down. But God is perfect and will always be there. So start focusing on the positive, quote the truths that you know about God, quote the good things that the bible says about God, and it'll become easier and easier over time. The lord says "my yoke is easy, and my burden is light", unlike the enemy will try to get you to believe. Oh, if you read, please get this book, it is sooooo good, "BATTLE FIELD OF THE MIND" BY JOYCE MEYER (can get it from walmart probably) and I think everybody should have a copy, I gave mine to the girl who was mutilating where I work, she got saved and quit mutilating while she was there, God was working in her heart- I don't know how she is now, probably still struggles with things- not everything happens over night, takes a while for things to get rooted. But you are on a road to hope and greater blessings, just because you are a christian, it'll get better and better throught the years, months, however long it takes. keep seeking the lord girl. I am defenetely adding you to my prayer list.
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