Bluerose, my heart goes out to you and you are in my prayers. I've been keeping an eye on your posts and i can tell you are very beautiful woman in your heart, where beauty truly matters. I know that Jesus loves you, Bluerose, so don't be discouraged. Your healing will take time and you will regain much of what you lost, although you will be different. Like a rose that was stripped away of its scarlet petals, you will bloom again, this time even more beautiful. Trust in the Lord and praise His Holy name, He will guide you. I know this because as a child i, too was hurt, although not nearly as bad as you were. Still it took me a lot of time to regain myself, mostly because i was foolish and i relied only upon myself, letting no one near me, not even Jesus. You wont make the same mistake which is good. Surround yourself with people that love and support you and give your heart to Jesus, He will never let you down that is a promise.
Dear Father we lift our beloved sister up and ask for blessing, healing and guidance. We ask that You protect her as one of Your own, dear Father and send her an angel to watch over her always, in Jesus name we pray. Amen.