Crying in my car

[Angeleyes7715]

I know I'm always here talking about how sad I am but where else can I go?

I'm so upset see my thread in anxiety section... Just so much on my plate and personal life and so much discord and I just feel like I have a unhappy life in general.

How do I keep going? I pray and I prayed in my head while crying God please do something cause I can't fix all these problems I'm having. I've been saying this constantly for 5 years. Yes there's sin in my life now I am out of wedlock living with my bf, I don't want to leave my bf and can't, he hasn't married me yet so it's not like I can just get married, anyway there wasn't sin in my life before and I prayed and it was still a miserable life.

I don't think it's the sin. I just think maybe my life is ment to stay terrible. If it is then like I've said before death may be better because I am just crying nearly everyday due to all the problems I have. I'm so upset. Seems like there is no comfort.

 

[HereIStand]

Don't despair. Try talking with your boyfriend or a friend. God bless.

 

[Take Heart]

Wish I could reach through the screen and give you a big hug. I also don't think it was a coincidence that I watched this short video a few minutes ago.

 

[Judy02]

I'm sorry Angeleyes. Sounds like you need to get some practical support through a counsellor. Is there anyone at church you can also speak to, who can pray for you and offer you some support?