Hello everyone,
I have to admit I am soda addict. I could drink 10 pints of that stuff everyday, and now I cut that amount down to half with water, and I felt a lot better.
I been doing good for several weeks and I was hoping I can cut more and more over time, but... I crashed and just gorge down on soda for like 4 days straight ignoring water. It scared me because I felt like I gave up on my goal to end the addiction on soda. Even if it takes a long time to just get use to water, this is the first time I got an opportunity to change in years, because I been praying hard to God months before to just make me enjoy water more or something to just get me off the hook with soda.
( I became a Christian in March 2013) I finally manage to get water into my life without resisting it completely.
Now I am just scared I'd lose it again. I don't want to keep drinking soda because its the main reason why I am overweight. I get my exercise, I don't eat a lot of food, and I have hardly any interests in sweets. Soda is just being my number 1 downer on me. I get scared to just go for a walk because I feel everyone is judging me, and I feel like someone is calling me addict because I loved soda so much to where its not hard to notice.
I know it sounds kind of silly when you compare it to smoking and drug addictions, but it does hurt me a lot. And it does hurt my esteem as a woman who wants to be healthy and at the right weight range. I been wanting to achieve this for 13 years. I don't want to keep this worry in the back of my head all the time. I just want it to be gone.
All I ask is for a prayer to help me keep me from being discouraged from all the slip ups I do. Without God, I wouldn't be trying in the first place.
Thank you.
I have to admit I am soda addict. I could drink 10 pints of that stuff everyday, and now I cut that amount down to half with water, and I felt a lot better.

Now I am just scared I'd lose it again. I don't want to keep drinking soda because its the main reason why I am overweight. I get my exercise, I don't eat a lot of food, and I have hardly any interests in sweets. Soda is just being my number 1 downer on me. I get scared to just go for a walk because I feel everyone is judging me, and I feel like someone is calling me addict because I loved soda so much to where its not hard to notice.

I know it sounds kind of silly when you compare it to smoking and drug addictions, but it does hurt me a lot. And it does hurt my esteem as a woman who wants to be healthy and at the right weight range. I been wanting to achieve this for 13 years. I don't want to keep this worry in the back of my head all the time. I just want it to be gone.
All I ask is for a prayer to help me keep me from being discouraged from all the slip ups I do. Without God, I wouldn't be trying in the first place.
Thank you.