Crossdreessing and Sin

[Provision]

Hi, I did not initially see any threads on this topic from my brief looking, so please forgive me if this topic has already been covered.

I am gonna come clean and say that I struggle with Crossdressing to a great degree. I've had this desire since my parents divorced when I was under 8 years old. I struggle with it, is it ok, is it not ok, I ultimately think that it is sin, but then sometimes I get into the bondage of maybe it isn't, I do not know at times.

I have posted on Craigslist looking to crossdress as well as posting in another forum that is for people with this issue as well.

Its getting worse too, the desire is getting so bad that I think about being with a man while dressed. I do not dress full time and have not done anything.

I have recently joined a 12 step group at my church and this is the secret issue that I am trying to overcome. Maybe I just need to accept it, I do not know.

Anyway, I probably posted too much information already. I just know that I need help and need to be set free, but I am struggling.


P.S. I just read the guidelines for this folder, let it be said that I am struggling with this issue and that I do not endorse it at all, I am just confused.

 

[Kristen.NewCreation]

I don't know if you've seen this, but this blog site looks very helpful. My Crossdressing Recovery | Overcoming crossdressing addiction It is written by an individual who is recovering from cross-dressing.

It sounds like you've taken a good step in joining a 12 step group. Reducing the loneliness and isolation is a great idea and is very helpful. Drawing from the strength of others walking a similar journey is powerful.

 

[Provision]

Hi and thanks for the info. I checked out the blog, while it is good to see that the gentleman writing it is in recovery, he still struggles quite a bit and the desires do not seem to be going away for him at all.

 

[Kristen.NewCreation]

I think some of us do struggle with issues ongoing. But we have choices that allow us to make healthy and good decisions. I know the struggling part gets annoying and frustrating, but sometimes the best we do is to acknowledge we need God's hand in our lives and to help us through these difficult times.

The fact that you are searching for help in managing your struggle is good and healthy. As you surround yourself with support and encouragement, you may find that the struggles lessen. We can pray they lessen. But most of all, you can know you are not alone.