continuous prayer please

[Remny]

Hello, it's me again... Just humbly beg of you to keep praying for me. Tomorrow is monday after the big holloday. Pray that I can go and find a good job tomorrow. I will be looking, pray that I find the motivation to look everywhere I must look to find a job.

Things seem grim right now. I do not know if my room mate and I will get enough "christmas money" to keep us afloat another month. I had a back up plan to move to pendleton because a friend of mine said there were good jobs there and cheap living. But Pendleton just suffered a 600 job lay off and it's a very small town so now that's not really an option he says there was nothing available there now.

I simply must find a job soon. I'm willing to work, I'm willing to sacrifice and work anything at the most miserable job ever as long as it's work I can do, please let this not be sales. Telemarketing is maybe the only thing I might find right now, but it's so hard to always have your sales hanging over your head and most of the companies I've worked for just hurass people and misslead them, I can not imagine that's what God wants me to do.

Anyhow Please continue to pray for me, especially that I can find something tomorrow. Please also pray that these suicidle thoughts leave me. I hate to sound so pathetic. It's truely embarressing, but I feel so lost and useless. All I can think about lately is drinking anti freeze or paroxide. I would like to have more faith than to just give up.

Thanks again,

BENJAMIN JEANOTTE

 

[Princess Leia]

Dear God, I pray that you would please help Benjamin to find a job. I pray that you would help him to see the positive things in his life, and to focus on those. I pray that you would take his suicidal thoughts away, and surround him with your love. In your name I pray, amen.

Princess Leia/Kendra

 

[tapero]

Dear Father in Heaven,

I pray for Benjamin Lord that he would be able to find a job now. Oh please show him the job you have for him. I pray that some place would need him right now during this Christmas and New Years season. Please provide him the money to make it through until then Lord. With you nothing is impossible.
I pray for his roommate also that he would be able to get a job also.
In Jesus Name I pray, Amen

Dear Benjamin,

I'm so sorry you are having suicidal thoughts, but here is a verse that shows you what to do with those thoughts - 5We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ

Take that thought and say I take that thought captive to make it obedient to Christ. Keep doing that as each thought comes up that sets it self against God.

God Bless You. tapero

 

[Linus]

I pray for you brother!

 

[Cat59]

Praying for you Benjamin, I'll keep you specially in my prayers in this next week.
Cat

 

[Izzy23]

...continued prayer.

Peace and Love