So I am having the hardest time with my OCD right now. I feel like its no longer my OCD and its now me thinking these thoughts. It's like almost my instinct reaction to have these thoughts and right after I have them I'm like no that's bad. Or sometimes I find my thoughts trail off in an evil direction and I have to block them but usually don't succeed. All I can think is I know I don't believe them but what if all this has went from strictly OCD but to me. It's just I don't want to quit fighting and I have never wanted to commit the unpardonable sin but what if I have deceived my self into thinking its OCD when I really am just that terrible of a person. My therapist disagrees but then again he is to in my head. I need some help