Confessions

[HeavenzAngel]

First, I know this will end up into another debate, but anyways, I'm writing this hoping people can understand gays, I was always very unsure of my sexuality, I was taught straight was the way, so In my mind I force myself to like guys, even though I felt no true love for them. I only dated them because I liked the attention they gave me, I was ignored alot of my life and it was cool to be told you were loved by men. Anyways, to keep this short, I never had any sexual feelings for guys, I couldn't stand armpit, back and any body hair, Even the thought of a guy that didn't look like a girl turned me off, I did have anime crushes on guys once, but I never really wanted a real life guy.ok, I always liked girls since I was a kid, I was just confused by it because I was told straight was the way to go. I am not straight, I love girls and very very girly guys, I can't stand any who act masuline. I am a christian, and I go to church and love GOD, and yes I read the bible. I don't see being gay as a sin, because I was always this way even as a kid. I know I will be judged and condem, but oh well. Not all gays are bad people who love to sin. And the anti-gay words hurt alot, and had caused me to be emotionally damange some what! I pray this hate on gays will stop. I would went into more details but my tooth hurts like heck.

 

[Arnold_Philips]

I'm happy for you

 

[quatona]

I would went into more details but my tooth hurts like heck.

See there - God´s immediate punishment for your unrepentence.
All the best to you (and your tooth).

 

[Victory of the Cross]

Nice to see you back on CF

 

[HeavenzAngel]

thank u

I came back, because I got lonely, plus I was feeling more stable.

sorry, for my grammer and spelling mistakes everyone.

 

[tocis]

I am not straight, I love girls and very very girly guys, I can't stand any who act masuline.

I admit that with at least some of "us", that's quite understandable... *thinks of "Ugh-ugh-I'm-da-man-baaaaby!!!" machos*

I know I will be judged and condem, but oh well.

Not by me, that much is clear.

Not all gays are bad people who love to sin.

Of course not. What a silly notion!

And the anti-gay words hurt alot, and had caused me to be emotionally damange some what! I pray this hate on gays will stop. I would went into more details but my tooth hurts like heck.

Hugs coming your way... you better duck if you don't like it, cause I'm not gonna be stopped in my tracks

 

[HeavenzAngel]

cool, it is nice to see some people won't ripped someone apart for being gay, but i don't hate the people who hate on gays, because its against my belief to hate or be mean.

 

[chalice_thunder]

I hope you will accept hugs from a hairy man!

 

[HeavenzAngel]

well, I can add more to why I am gay now, I gave a guy a chance and trusted him, and he totally fake his feelings for me, he said this after a year of friendships and stuff

"i dont want you, you are not my type now that i can see the truth, but it doesnt have to be bye unless you want it you be"
And said "ell i am actually popular, im not bi polar at all, i have a bunch of girls after me, and i like to do things. i have a life and i am happy, i lowered myself to ur level to try to make things better for you, but you wont accept someone trying to help you, its always boo hoo with you, i mean, i want to help, thats what iu am here for. i acted like a depressed person so u would relate to me and be better.
He said alot more cruel things but I can't post them because of the contect.

I finally given up on ever liking guys, I can't make myself trust or like them. I wish some people can see gay is not really a choice for some people, it just happens. What you do with the person is a choice.

you can't make gay people straight, you can't make straight people gay.

 

[Robinsegg]

I don't consider gays as "evil people who love to sin", but I do think that events, culture and any number of other things are used by the evil one to deceive people into this set of attractions. I do hope you find truth and happiness in your life.

Rachel

 

[selfinflikted]

 

[JesusWalks78]

First, I know this will end up into another debate, but anyways, I'm writing this hoping people can understand gays, I was always very unsure of my sexuality, I was taught straight was the way, so In my mind I force myself to like guys, even though I felt no true love for them. I only dated them because I liked the attention they gave me, I was ignored alot of my life and it was cool to be told you were loved by men. Anyways, to keep this short, I never had any sexual feelings for guys, I couldn't stand armpit, back and any body hair, Even the thought of a guy that didn't look like a girl turned me off, I did have anime crushes on guys once, but I never really wanted a real life guy.ok, I always liked girls since I was a kid, I was just confused by it because I was told straight was the way to go. I am not straight, I love girls and very very girly guys, I can't stand any who act masuline. I am a christian, and I go to church and love GOD, and yes I read the bible. I don't see being gay as a sin, because I was always this way even as a kid. I know I will be judged and condem, but oh well. Not all gays are bad people who love to sin. And the anti-gay words hurt alot, and had caused me to be emotionally damange some what! I pray this hate on gays will stop. I would went into more details but my tooth hurts like heck.

Alot of gay people are church goers and love God they even read what the bible says. The question is (and really it is only one that you can answer) do you love God enough to turn from for what he calls a sin in both the new and old covenant?

 

[Exhausted]

Hey, you think you have it bad? I'm asexual. We've got it tough.


But seriously, I'd make that hug emoticon, but I hate emoticons with a passion.

 

[HeavenzAngel]

I'm also asexual kinda of, I'm not wanting sex much.

 

[bammertheblue]

Hey sweetie...it must have taken a lot of courage to post something like that. I know when I came out as bi to my mom I was terrified even though she saw it as a complete non-issue (I think her exact words were, "Okay, thanks for telling me. I have to start laundry now")
Best of luck to you, don't let anyone get you down!

 

[ZuZu]

First, I know this will end up into another debate, but anyways, I'm writing this hoping people can understand gays, I was always very unsure of my sexuality, I was taught straight was the way, so In my mind I force myself to like guys, even though I felt no true love for them. I only dated them because I liked the attention they gave me, I was ignored alot of my life and it was cool to be told you were loved by men. Anyways, to keep this short, I never had any sexual feelings for guys, I couldn't stand armpit, back and any body hair, Even the thought of a guy that didn't look like a girl turned me off, I did have anime crushes on guys once, but I never really wanted a real life guy.ok, I always liked girls since I was a kid, I was just confused by it because I was told straight was the way to go. I am not straight, I love girls and very very girly guys, I can't stand any who act masuline. I am a christian, and I go to church and love GOD, and yes I read the bible. I don't see being gay as a sin, because I was always this way even as a kid. I know I will be judged and condem, but oh well. Not all gays are bad people who love to sin. And the anti-gay words hurt alot, and had caused me to be emotionally damange some what! I pray this hate on gays will stop. I would went into more details but my tooth hurts like heck.

don't be afraid to be who you are...God bless you!

 

[chalice_thunder]

I would just like to thank all of you who are giving HeavenzAngel encouragement and support to be who she is just as God made her. I think this is the true spirit of the Gospel!

I'm out of rep points for the day - otherwise I would rep you.

Hugs all around!

 

[RavenPoe]

Group hug!!!!

HeavenzAngel - for all the peole who are against homosexuality, there are others who got your back.

And I still have plenty of rep to give out today.

 

[tocis]

...I do think that events, culture and any number of other things are used by the evil one to deceive people into this set of attractions...

Well, whatever "evil one" may be out there, she can try all she wants. You can't make a homo into a hetero or vice versa, so...

 

[Robinsegg]

Well, whatever "evil one" may be out there, she can try all she wants. You can't make a homo into a hetero or vice versa, so...

Well, since there are cases of homosexuals gaining victory over this area of their lives, marrying and having happy, loving marriages, I'd have to say that your statement is wrong. Homosexuals can turn, as there are books and radio segments of personal experiences.

Rachel