- Jan 24, 2022
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- Country
- United States
- Gender
- Male
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Divorced
Hello,
I don't know what to make of this. Yesterday, I had an issue with my work computer turning on. All I had to do was unplug it for a minute then plug it back in and it's up and running.
Today I have a "plugable" multi port device that continues to flicker on and off and I have to unplug IT to get it to work again.
I am not only open to the idea that this is somehow spiritual in nature, but I also believe that we are all energy. That somehow my energy is shorting this stuff out. I truly don't know what to make of it. My girlfriend is also experiencing these issues. Similar but not the same. She's having audio issues that sounds like interference until she restarts the audio.
Here's what's new:
My relationship with her.
She's been away from Christianity for a while and I've been introducing her back into it.
I'm trying to get out of my miserable job and have two job interviews - one yesterday, one today
I'm feeling a pull away from my relationship with her already. We've only been dating two weeks.
I'm really struggling emotionally and have been meditating and praying a lot. I'm an unstable Christian who has incorporated a lot of new ageism and Buddhism into my understanding of Christianity. I do not believe the church as it is today is correct in a lot of areas and have been exploring Christianity and questioning all of my preconceptions. I have a lot of doubt about the hyper-emotionalism of Christianity as well as the hyper-intellectualism. Both are erroneous in my view.
I don't know what to do. I'm wigging out lol
I don't know what to make of this. Yesterday, I had an issue with my work computer turning on. All I had to do was unplug it for a minute then plug it back in and it's up and running.
Today I have a "plugable" multi port device that continues to flicker on and off and I have to unplug IT to get it to work again.
I am not only open to the idea that this is somehow spiritual in nature, but I also believe that we are all energy. That somehow my energy is shorting this stuff out. I truly don't know what to make of it. My girlfriend is also experiencing these issues. Similar but not the same. She's having audio issues that sounds like interference until she restarts the audio.
Here's what's new:
My relationship with her.
She's been away from Christianity for a while and I've been introducing her back into it.
I'm trying to get out of my miserable job and have two job interviews - one yesterday, one today
I'm feeling a pull away from my relationship with her already. We've only been dating two weeks.
I'm really struggling emotionally and have been meditating and praying a lot. I'm an unstable Christian who has incorporated a lot of new ageism and Buddhism into my understanding of Christianity. I do not believe the church as it is today is correct in a lot of areas and have been exploring Christianity and questioning all of my preconceptions. I have a lot of doubt about the hyper-emotionalism of Christianity as well as the hyper-intellectualism. Both are erroneous in my view.
I don't know what to do. I'm wigging out lol