I started using coke at a young age b4 i got saved. After coming to God i was completely of it for a few years. and then after going through a truama i started using regularly. During this time of use, i have prayed for several years. went to NA and have worshipped God with all my heart, tried herbal medicines..everything. I am very addicted and Im worried I am not pleasing God or might go to hell. I dont think its wrong to use cocaine itself, only becuase its illegal. I dont understand it. I am starting to think its not wrong becuase God never spoke to me about it, or delivered me from it. But it does make me worry a lot. Please, give me good advice and pray for me by posting a prayer below