- Aug 8, 2017
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Although I've had outwardly a productive year, inwardly I've had a lot of inner battles. No matter how much I've done, I always end up with holiday blues. Just angry and sad and bitter about my life, and want to just throw things across the room to alleviate the pain. Past two months, I've had on and off dreams about my stressors. And waking up to it today,i just dont wanna go to church, pick up the phone to family, or even get dressed. I find myself just wanting to be by myself. I don't feel like facing others only to be at the brink of breaking down or just snapping.
I don't want to be this way, I want to enjoy the celebration of Jesus, but with all these thoughts clouding me, i find myself easily falling in it. So just pray for me.
I don't want to be this way, I want to enjoy the celebration of Jesus, but with all these thoughts clouding me, i find myself easily falling in it. So just pray for me.
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