We stopped attending congregation at a Messianic place over 2 years ago, i want to attend one again, somewhere, i really loved the people.
it was a joyous time of celebrating what God has done, learning Hebrew customs, the language, history, my 2 daughters were part of the worship dance team, the worship time was awesome, but it was always stopped too short, due to service routines of following a Sabbath prayer book, i loved learning the order of service, don't get me wrong.
but we had to leave, because the leader began to verbalize his personal strong views about the New Testament teachings of the Apostle Paul,
and was increasingly demanding that if any one wants to stay in his congregation, the real Christ followers should not adhere to Shaul's teachings, and wont discuss them or listen to others talk about those teachings in that place.
it was going bad folks, really bad. but the Lord began revealing the hidden things.
the leader made no bones about it, from his pulpit, in criticizing Christians coming to Shabbat services but not living Torah life.
He did not teach much from the New Testament, at least the history of Christ was presented a few times.
Also, he became impatient and intolerant of those who were believers unwilling to become members of his congregation. anyone who was Jewish was welcome. it was something to experience, but the Lord used it, to show us what the Jews go thru, by being accused and misunderstood, not tolerated for their beliefs in God. Sadly, we came also to understand anti-semitism in the 'Church'.
The Holy Spirit led us out, it was quick, and it hurt.
i deeply love Israel, and love to pray with and for her people, and want get to continue to understand more of my Messiah, and would love to find once again, a congregation of worshipping Messianic believers-
with a real leader who truly loves Yeshua, who believes that Yeshua is represented correctly in the teachings of Shaul- especially the letter to the new Jewish believers, in Romans.
i realize my salvation is not dependant upon whether or not i say a certain prayer on a special day or observe or follow certain practises of worship that way others do.
sometimes, not often, due to things beyond my control, and sometimes poor planning, just forgetting when i shopped, all i had to use for communion was apple juice, and a cracker.
the Lord does not condemn, we did not profane anything by it.
He confirmed this many times, thru comforting reassurances
through other believers who did not even know why they were speaking to us so.
our sabbath meals were held on fridays or saturdays
it only mattered 'why' we did this- to worship God, by the Holy Spirit in us, and in Truth.
we took a long time to seek Him, to rest in Him,
and He has never left us, nor taken away His grace.
It is His promise, not anything we did or did not do.
Also what also bothered us, was the other church we were going to on sundays, was beginning to hear rumors of people going to this messianic congregation and leaving their 'main 'church'.
so, in a blanket statement from the lead pastor, he gave
several 'scriptural warnings' not to go back into bondage of the Law,
blah blah blah. we soon realized our call, to pray for the Lord to dispell any misrepresentaions in both places of worship. we actively did with others.
we were personally ' interviewed ', quizzed, by a pastor, not the leader, about what this messianic place was teaching. he talked to several other who had gone there, a few left to become members of the Messianic place.
he was concerned if we were going to leave as well.
we did leave that church a year ago in october, for different reasons. it has been an interesting year of resting in Him, fellowshipping together with Him in the unity of Holy Spirit.
Jesus loves us, and died for us while we all were yet sinners, and conquered death and the grave long before we knew Him.
i fully accept His work of Redemption, and i know i am accepted in the Beloved. The whole Bible tells me so.
Romans 12: 3, 4, 5
3. For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith.
4. For as we have many members in one body, and all members have not the same office:
5. So we, being many, are one body in Christ,
and every one members of one another.
( signed & sealed by the Apostle Paul, to the church in Rome, under the Supreme Authority of the Holy Spirit of The Living God.)
can i get a witness ??


