back in the day i listened to tons of christian music and never ever listened to secular music cause i was raised thinking that secular music was bad. since then i have learned else wise. but you know how alot of "born again christians" that don't listen to secular music cause it brings them flashbacks from when their life was surrounded by sin?well, during the years that i listened to christian music i was going through very rough times in my life. so when i listen to christian music it brings flashbacks from the bad days in my life and i don't like listening to it as a result. do you think that is weird or what.... also i can't get into worship as a result.