That is a great 'light' to be blessed with....
Many may feel the same, but in times of weakness (in body or spirit)
they may waiver to varying degrees.
I find people may ask for certain things, but ultimately pray for His will to be done.
It is a life long journey .....in humility and detachment....
and total surrender to His will.
Some days we are stronger that others, depending
if we trust more in our weakness than His power,
but in the end He works all for your good
Oh yes! my heart is ready to go
Wherever and however the means of my departing
I will, face it fearlessly
and, in faith that His will, WILL BE DONE, IN ME
Hearkening back to that night [in the shed]
When He, shone His light upon another path [for me]
I had, gone as far as I could without-Him...

raise: I will never walk without-Him again
My 'FAMILY' has grown/increased exponentially
since that night... [?]
Mary's family [and extended family] have adopted me
as DAD, UNCLE DAVE, GRANDDAD
Where, I had been ALONE [while] surrounded by own children
My Christian Family ? continues to grow too [even, in Facebook]
\o/\o/\o/
He has molded me, throughout my life < I am the sum of those experiences
and EVERYONE I have ever met
I have, NEVER... felt better... more whole... more at-peace with, my days
To Him goes my praise
amen