Windmill, how are things going with your spiritual journey? I'm hoping you find some answers to your doubts and questions.
I've been sick the last two sabbaths

() so was not able to really look much into the EGW issue. Throughuot the school week, well, we have exams fast approaching on this side of the globe, so my non-sabbath days are taken up by school, homework, rest. Oh, and eating

Am better today though so will make an attempt to take a look at that book.
While I do find EGW's materials disturbing to read often (the tone is so different from that of the bible- she is so harsh. She makes so many claims on things we must do, that can no way be justified logically or by the bible. If the bible were to tell me so then fine, but...) it is not that that is drawing me away from her, but rather, the bibles verses of womens role in the church.
Here I am, reading
Amazing Facts who state that women should surely
not teach men and certainly
NOT preach in church but yet hold EGW up to the same level of inspiration as the bible half the time! Mate, you can't have your cake and eat it too! Those verses they use against women would apply to EGW and if they don't mean that, then it shows the church is broken in its views on ordaining women.
What I've been more focusing recently is on Christian Apologetics, as that is the greater need, and thanks to woob, I have some EXCELLENT books

Christian Apologetics is coming up for me more and more, so that is getting my priority. Issues such as EGW are IMO secondary to this greater cause, as I interact with non-believers etc on a daily basis and need to be able to have answers for what I believe.
My faith in God is strong, its just my faith in EGW which is slowly becoming more and more shattered. In shattering that, I can now enjoy checkers with my friend without a single thought. I can play go fish without thinking about it, and even let my friend teach me poker, which while we certainly do
not bet, is a shockingly deep strategy game. I also now have completely had a 180 on my views of dressing up for church. Its funny, because on a couple of things I've become a liberal, whereas, most of it I'm a fundamentalist!

Sad thing is, I can't talk about it in RL, because my mum would find out and would bite my head off for searching. Its not her fault, she just doesn't understand.
Thank you for your inquiry

I don't exactly know what happened to the thread =P