About 2 weeks ago, I started reading "A Purpose Driven Life". I was really excited about the things that I was reading and the things that I started puttiong into practice. In addition, my agreement to myself was that I would stop concerning myself with the things that distract me from serving God more diligently (in other words, putting him first). Last Tuesday night, I became so depressed by the things that I'm going through and I don't lie when I say I felt like giving up on life completely. I turned away from everything so fast and I can't remember a day last week that I even gave thanks for anything.
This morning, it hit me: no more than when I started making moves to understand God more, that I fell under what feels very much like an attack!!
Please pray with me, pray that I will be able to stand when anything comes up against me. Pray that I will be able to complete my daily duties and serve my father. Pray that I will so surrounded by God's people that I will always be kept by the Almighty. Depression has always been something that I've had issues with; I pray from freedom; freedom of the things that make me so depressed and the that I will never, ever, feel that low ever again. I want freedom from depression and anger.
This morning, it hit me: no more than when I started making moves to understand God more, that I fell under what feels very much like an attack!!
Please pray with me, pray that I will be able to stand when anything comes up against me. Pray that I will be able to complete my daily duties and serve my father. Pray that I will so surrounded by God's people that I will always be kept by the Almighty. Depression has always been something that I've had issues with; I pray from freedom; freedom of the things that make me so depressed and the that I will never, ever, feel that low ever again. I want freedom from depression and anger.
