Hi and welcome. Life is long and full of opportunities...and at 14, I would not worry about where you end up or your calling. The fact is, I don't really think life is ever an "either, or" situation. In fact...if I limited myself to where I thought I should have been when I was a teenager, I would never be where I am today. (Maybe not the best testamonial from a guy who is looking into the validity of his faith like I am, I know! lol) But really, that asided, I understand you looking for purpose, and that is good...but don't view your life as a one shot chance to find it. Life changes, you change, and where you want to be will change too. Give it time and make the most of every reasonable opportunity. And if you have more than one, consider yourself lucky, cuz alot of ppl dont have that much. Finally...have fun! You are only young once and one day you will have a job, a car payment, and a mortgage and will opine for the days of your youth.