Hello there, the reason for this post is to find some reassurance and possibly some answers...
Well recently bout a month ago my whole sleep schedule has been thrown off. I get days I get GOOD sleep then there is days like yesterday where I just toss and turn with NO sleep. Reason for that is due to my OCD always kicking in especially at night. The day went pretty good imo but it is like im so used to having a bit of rough nights that if I don't start thinking I somehow I think force my self to have these thoughts. These thoughts scare the heck outta me like at times I start think bout demons then thoughts like "I am ok with being possesed" triggers my panic. But of course I don't mean it by heart jsut that the feelign that maybe a bit of me did mean it scares me. I don't know what to do keep ahvign good days and bad days...I have found peace in reading the bible but then I start to thin kthoguhts like "its jsut a coincedence". Im wondering if anyoen else is suffering like with this type of ocd that has to do with God. And what have you done to remedy this.
Well recently bout a month ago my whole sleep schedule has been thrown off. I get days I get GOOD sleep then there is days like yesterday where I just toss and turn with NO sleep. Reason for that is due to my OCD always kicking in especially at night. The day went pretty good imo but it is like im so used to having a bit of rough nights that if I don't start thinking I somehow I think force my self to have these thoughts. These thoughts scare the heck outta me like at times I start think bout demons then thoughts like "I am ok with being possesed" triggers my panic. But of course I don't mean it by heart jsut that the feelign that maybe a bit of me did mean it scares me. I don't know what to do keep ahvign good days and bad days...I have found peace in reading the bible but then I start to thin kthoguhts like "its jsut a coincedence". Im wondering if anyoen else is suffering like with this type of ocd that has to do with God. And what have you done to remedy this.
