For about the past four months it seems each time I close my eyes I'm back in the midst of the attack. Its strange because its been over four years since it happened. I just can't figure out why its all coming to surface now. I can't sleep. I can't sleep at night unless I take something and I can't rest during the day. I keep drifting off everytime I become still during the day but I'm right back in the midst of the attack and I wake up startled. Its so crazy that this would come at me so strongly after so long. Has anyone else experienced anything like this?
Tired buzymom
Tired buzymom

by my camp counselor in the 80's but I only remembered last year and it tears me in my dreams or nightmares.