Can't get over my miscarriage

[lisal]

I miscarried my precious baby in 2006. I was about 7 weeks pregnant and went for an ultrasound. I saw my precious baby's heart beating. I went home and just couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong. Two days later I had cramping. I remember lying in bed holding my stomache and telling my baby to hold on for mommy. The next day was Mother's day and I woke up bleeding. I passed my baby in the ER. I remeber getting an internal exam and te Dr. telling me my cervix was open. I remember screaming out My Baby, my baby. I was suicidal for a while but knew I had to carry on for my son. I had another beautiful baby after that and then I had a third unplanned baby that. I feel like my unplanned baby is the miscarried child trying to come back to me. i know that sounds crazy.
I still cry about my baby.

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[Just4Jesus]

I miscarried my precious baby in 2006. I was about 7 weeks pregnant and went for an ultrasound. I saw my precious baby's heart beating. I went home and just couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong. Two days later I had cramping. I remember lying in bed holding my stomache and telling my baby to hold on for mommy. The next day was Mother's day and I woke up bleeding. I passed my baby in the ER. I remeber getting an internal exam and te Dr. telling me my cervix was open. I remember screaming out My Baby, my baby. I was suicidal for a while but knew I had to carry on for my son. I had another beautiful baby after that and then I had a third unplanned baby that. I feel like my unplanned baby is the miscarried child trying to come back to me. i know that sounds crazy.
I still cry about my baby.

Thanks for listening