This is a really stupid question, but am curious to see answers regardless.
For those who have followed me on this forum, I've had a lot of turmoil during my time as a user. I thought it was all over last summer when I got baptized, only to put myself right back into turmoil with a wrong decision. I struggled really hard with the aftermath for months and in the last couple of weeks have finally started to make peace with what happened and move forward. However, sometimes I do still get upset over it all and even now I still have a very deep desire to go back to the past and relive that time in my life so I can make the opposite decision next time. I pray for the chance to do this a lot. My stupid question is, though I know God would most likely never do this, would He ever allow someone to do as I have been asking? Please forgive me if it's wrong to ask this. It's mainly out of curiosity.
For those who have followed me on this forum, I've had a lot of turmoil during my time as a user. I thought it was all over last summer when I got baptized, only to put myself right back into turmoil with a wrong decision. I struggled really hard with the aftermath for months and in the last couple of weeks have finally started to make peace with what happened and move forward. However, sometimes I do still get upset over it all and even now I still have a very deep desire to go back to the past and relive that time in my life so I can make the opposite decision next time. I pray for the chance to do this a lot. My stupid question is, though I know God would most likely never do this, would He ever allow someone to do as I have been asking? Please forgive me if it's wrong to ask this. It's mainly out of curiosity.