- Aug 24, 2018
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When I came to believe, it felt like there was a spring of water flowing throughout my body head to toe. It lasted for a few minutes, then faded and I felt filled with a good spirit and empowered. It was during late at night and I went to bed at the same time saying thank you to God. I loved reading the Bible more than ever, and started praying and singing my love for God has dramatically increased, and I want to worship and walk the Christian life. The other thing I forgot to mention is I can easily overcome sin, but it is still in my will to choose.
For about a week it started to really fade away, I can still overcome sin but I have a fear the Holy Spirit has left me since I wasn't feeling it inside anymore really. Sometimes I do get the feeling of it, but it's only a few pulses I could be mistaking it for something else I'm unsure.
I sort of have a fear that maybe the Holy Spirit left me, since I did slip up and fell into sin a couple times and I don't feel I have as strong as a connection to God.
I prayed one night and asked him for guidance, and I was telling the Lord my beliefs and asking him if I am on the right path. I said I don't know who you truly are but I acknowledge your existence that you are heavenly father Yahweh, and you sent your son Jesus Christ who is God in the flesh on this earth and died for my sins, and I accept you as my Lord and savior. After sincere prayers, I am in tears, and it felt like something was breathing on my neck when I was inside and no fan was running kinda spooked me at first.
I hope I am on the right path and that I am truly saved. I feel I am but I just am not quite 100% sure.
For about a week it started to really fade away, I can still overcome sin but I have a fear the Holy Spirit has left me since I wasn't feeling it inside anymore really. Sometimes I do get the feeling of it, but it's only a few pulses I could be mistaking it for something else I'm unsure.
I sort of have a fear that maybe the Holy Spirit left me, since I did slip up and fell into sin a couple times and I don't feel I have as strong as a connection to God.
I prayed one night and asked him for guidance, and I was telling the Lord my beliefs and asking him if I am on the right path. I said I don't know who you truly are but I acknowledge your existence that you are heavenly father Yahweh, and you sent your son Jesus Christ who is God in the flesh on this earth and died for my sins, and I accept you as my Lord and savior. After sincere prayers, I am in tears, and it felt like something was breathing on my neck when I was inside and no fan was running kinda spooked me at first.
I hope I am on the right path and that I am truly saved. I feel I am but I just am not quite 100% sure.