- Sep 16, 2006
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Here again. The familiar smells and sights. 21 mnths sobriety gone and in three and a half months the life that came with it. Full knowing yet willfully making the same choices. Punishment stage. Career-my first opportunity for one- and like the opportunities to recover-I have watched them pass. The drive, the desire for God and life have taken a leave of absence as I've injected my way out of career and home. I once believed I did not want to reside in the heart of poverty and yet this quarter year has brought the progression to reality.I know the steps,have walked the path of recovery and now it seems harder to muster the will to move the stiff muscle and clamber up that first step.