- Jun 7, 2015
- 148
- 111
- Country
- Lithuania
- Gender
- Male
- Faith
- Catholic
- Marital Status
- Single
- Politics
- CA-Conservatives
So since I went to my last years of school when I was 17 my teacher. Said she can see the future and she told to all my class mates there future and many things came true. As well she said she was a Christian. She told me about me what she see and what is waiting for me. She said I will become a Christian before I wasn't I was born again when I became 21, she guesses my first year after school ,what I will study and that when I will be 23 there will be many changes and it was true. But then she said one thing that really bother me since that time. About that it depends since when I will meet a girl that I marry. She said if I will look I will meet earlier if not then much later. I mean this really bother me since 17 years old and I am now 28 soon. I because of her words stuck deeply on my mind I always remember what she said. I been looking online till this day and I haven't meet this girl that I would want to marry or feel is for me and this lead me once to make sins and go to clubs which later made me feel more further from God ,but I stopped going to clubs ,but still struggle with online dating should I keep looking and just give up. Online dating as well makes me put dating before God and I feel it leads me to lust. Half year ago I also discovered about that we can attract person we want by asking God and by faith. I am just confused and don't know what to do and I am afraid to stop looking online.Because I can stay alone for many years and I want meet some one soon.