Every once in a while I get bored and post on here. I have issues with God. I can't get Christianity to work for me; I'm stuck in a Godless, purposeless place. It's not really bad, it's just really empty and pointless.
I don't think things can change. I don't believe anybody can help. Like I said, I'm only posting because I'm bored and I feel like expressing the isolation and emptiness I feel.
I know somebody is going to respond with some attempt at encouragement, but I've heard it all before. I can guarantee that I won't appreciate anything that anybody says. That is because I honestly believe no one can help me. Whatever is going on is solely a heart issue and no information or action can solve things.
It's just tough when I have no foundation in life. I don't feel that I can engage in life because life is a meaningless jumble of experience to me. I can't connect with people. I feel disconnected. I can hang out with people and have a good time, but it's just so foreign and unfulfilling to me.
Well I guess I'm done. I'm getting tired. Perhaps I'll get bored again someday...
I don't think things can change. I don't believe anybody can help. Like I said, I'm only posting because I'm bored and I feel like expressing the isolation and emptiness I feel.
I know somebody is going to respond with some attempt at encouragement, but I've heard it all before. I can guarantee that I won't appreciate anything that anybody says. That is because I honestly believe no one can help me. Whatever is going on is solely a heart issue and no information or action can solve things.
It's just tough when I have no foundation in life. I don't feel that I can engage in life because life is a meaningless jumble of experience to me. I can't connect with people. I feel disconnected. I can hang out with people and have a good time, but it's just so foreign and unfulfilling to me.
Well I guess I'm done. I'm getting tired. Perhaps I'll get bored again someday...