This is one area I have major problems but with the types of enemies I have had it is understandable.
My nemesis was a high priestess of Ashtoreth I met in the military. She was the roommate of my fiance/wife. She ended up in prison for the things she did to sabotage our marriage. She wanted to use my wife for her exceeding great beauty. Because she couldn't have her, she destroyed her instead and tried to drive me to suicide by bragging about all the things they did to her. I recorded that conversation and it was used to prosecute her entire coven.
Thank you Yahu for bringing her to the thread.
First of all, may the Lord of peace and all comfort meet your needs at this time! Amen.
Thanks for conveying this. No one could argue this not being a major attack. I am not able to put this chapter of your life to any form of consolation, it is just too terrible.
But the thing that has me off-balance is knowing your competence to get to the heart of problem-solving, is your “problems” of apparent inability to bless enemies. From the small infraction to those who succeed in accomplishing our worst disappointments, we really do have a choice with what degree of happiness we are in search of.
You recall in my second opening comment:
"For if you forgive others for their transgressions, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.” (
Matthew 6:14)
I would implore, while still unable to fathom your loss, but the God of all knowledge knows when His Son made this comment, knew His people would have to lean on this so hard till it may have not made sense while enveloped in pain. But that pain should not be permitted to refusing this for you. It is the road to your and my hurt’s answer to wholeness.
Martyrs of Christ have to walk their last remain steps in forgiveness towards their captor’s torment, and I suppose the same holds true for most all. But if your pain is comparable to their preoccupation of pain, it isn’t possible to be distracted to forgiveness, there is simply too much pain to devote alternative thoughts.
But I don’t think your inability is quite that severe to distract your thought pattern, but could be persuaded to agree with me that life from God through Christ as shown is our road to freedom from this terrible ordeal.
At loss for words, God Bless!