Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit

[sportsfan]

I am still worried guys and gals that I was supernaturally tempted beyond my ability. I see the psychiatrist tomorrow. Would God let a Christian get supernaturally tempted in a dream/hallucination. Can you Blaspheme the Holy Spirit in a dream/hallucination everyone around me tells me it is impossible. Everyone tells me the visual hallucination can't be blasphemy of the Holy Spirit.

I just can't wrap my brain around the yellow cross/light in the shower and it followed me to the door it keeps telling me I Blasphemed the Holy Spirit but it was a dream/hallucination is God really going to hold me responsible eternally for a dream/hallucination. I am so scared no one is worried. I truly love Jesus, God, and the Holy Spirit and I am so scared that I blasphemed in a hallucination.

I am really struggling and emotional crying worrying I am crying Esau's tears. I am worried God is out to get me now and that he won't rapture me. Mom and Dad keep telling me that is what paranoia scitzphrenia is and they keep telling me the blue sphere and yellow cross/light isn't real and it couldn't have been blasphemy since it isn't real or in the Holy Bible.

I would never offend God in my right mind and I loved watching the Case for Christ today and listening to praise music and the Holy Bible. I am so worried that I became the son of perdition from a dream/hallucination and it wasn't real I confused Jesus and Satan on accident I was in the shower and saw the yellow cross and I thought it was Jesus and fell down and bowed thinking I am worshiping Jesus.

Would a loving God blot a Christian's name from the Lamb's Book of Life for an accident out of mental illness in psychosis. I could not stop the yellow cross it was to powerful being mentally ill but I want to love God and spread the gospel of Jesus. I keep yelling and telling God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit I am sorry but they seem so mad at me. I am truly heartbroken thinking I blasphemed God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit in a dream/hallucination.

Everyone around me tells me that is impossible that a loving God would not do that to a mentally ill person. I truly love God so much and I am so worried that Satan took over my brain and heart from a hallucination/dream. There is no warning about a yellow cross/light in the Bible so how I was supposed to know about it if it isn't in scripture.

Is a loving God really going to hold something not in his word against me for eternity? Everyone around me keeps telling me God would never do that or allow that. I know that I made mistake bowing on accident to Satan but I wasn't trying to offend God or blaspheme or lose my name from the Lamb's Book of Life.

I am truly mentally ill which is why I couldn't control the Yellow Cross and Satan keeps telling me he tricked my brain into blasphemy. I could just cry as it wasn't my heart intention and I didn't verbally speak against the Holy Spirit. I was born without a chance because I was born with scitzphrenia and my brain failed me in the Yellow Cross.

Is God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit do they really hate me or am I imagining it would God really hate his child and kick him out of Heaven for mental issues. Satan keeps taunting me telling me that I failed and that I blasphemed Mom and Dad say it is mental illness and everyone around me tell me it is mental illness I can't move on with my life.

 

[Michie]

Say hi to your doctor for me tomorrow and you might want to show the posts you have been writing between appointments. Seriously.

 

[hope faith love]

you have to take authority over satan and those demons speaking in your head .... before you do mess up .... you are being torchored

 

[Nancy Hale]

I am still worried guys and gals that I was supernaturally tempted beyond my ability. I see the psychiatrist tomorrow. Would God let a Christian get supernaturally tempted in a dream/hallucination. Can you Blaspheme the Holy Spirit in a dream/hallucination everyone around me tells me it is impossible. Everyone tells me the visual hallucination can't be blasphemy of the Holy Spirit.

I just can't wrap my brain around the yellow cross/light in the shower and it followed me to the door it keeps telling me I Blasphemed the Holy Spirit but it was a dream/hallucination is God really going to hold me responsible eternally for a dream/hallucination. I am so scared no one is worried. I truly love Jesus, God, and the Holy Spirit and I am so scared that I blasphemed in a hallucination.

I am really struggling and emotional crying worrying I am crying Esau's tears. I am worried God is out to get me now and that he won't rapture me. Mom and Dad keep telling me that is what paranoia scitzphrenia is and they keep telling me the blue sphere and yellow cross/light isn't real and it couldn't have been blasphemy since it isn't real or in the Holy Bible.

I would never offend God in my right mind and I loved watching the Case for Christ today and listening to praise music and the Holy Bible. I am so worried that I became the son of perdition from a dream/hallucination and it wasn't real I confused Jesus and Satan on accident I was in the shower and saw the yellow cross and I thought it was Jesus and fell down and bowed thinking I am worshiping Jesus.

Would a loving God blot a Christian's name from the Lamb's Book of Life for an accident out of mental illness in psychosis. I could not stop the yellow cross it was to powerful being mentally ill but I want to love God and spread the gospel of Jesus. I keep yelling and telling God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit I am sorry but they seem so mad at me. I am truly heartbroken thinking I blasphemed God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit in a dream/hallucination.

Everyone around me tells me that is impossible that a loving God would not do that to a mentally ill person. I truly love God so much and I am so worried that Satan took over my brain and heart from a hallucination/dream. There is no warning about a yellow cross/light in the Bible so how I was supposed to know about it if it isn't in scripture.

Is a loving God really going to hold something not in his word against me for eternity? Everyone around me keeps telling me God would never do that or allow that. I know that I made mistake bowing on accident to Satan but I wasn't trying to offend God or blaspheme or lose my name from the Lamb's Book of Life.

I am truly mentally ill which is why I couldn't control the Yellow Cross and Satan keeps telling me he tricked my brain into blasphemy. I could just cry as it wasn't my heart intention and I didn't verbally speak against the Holy Spirit. I was born without a chance because I was born with scitzphrenia and my brain failed me in the Yellow Cross.

Is God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit do they really hate me or am I imagining it would God really hate his child and kick him out of Heaven for mental issues. Satan keeps taunting me telling me that I failed and that I blasphemed Mom and Dad say it is mental illness and everyone around me tell me it is mental illness I can't move on with my life.

If you blasphemed against the Holy Spirit, you would no longer care. Since you care, you did not do it. It can only matter to you if you love God.
don't worry.

 

[Ricky M]

If you had done what you think you did, you wouldn't care. It's as simple as that.

 

[Michie]

you have to take authority over satan and those demons speaking in your head .... before you do mess up .... you are being torchored

Tortured??

 

[Ricky M]

Tortured??

Yes tortured.

 

[Michie]

Yes tortured.

Just making sure. Mental illness IS torture. Lord have mercy.

 

[Ricky M]

I sense there's something demonic going on as well. Mental illness provides leverage for them to ply on one with.

But seriously, Sportsfan, the day you stop worrying about this, is the day you should start worrying about this.

 

[hope faith love]

Tortured??

lol ok so i mispelled a word guys .... its ok i grew up in special ed .... i think i do great concidering that point .... its ok that i mispelled a word

 

[hope faith love]

Just making sure. Mental illness IS torture. Lord have mercy.

either you dont see things in the spirit or you've never had your mind attacked by demons **** i do see in the spirit and ive experienced demonic attacks on my mind which Christ delivered me from .... im also aware of mental illness too .... (im bipolar) so i see a councelor as well myself .... ive been thru what hes going thru and God delivered me from it let me explain something here *** you can go to a mental health center and when they ask you if you hear voices*** and you reply yes i hear the voice of God and the Holy Spirit they automactically label you scizophrenic*** umm yes im pretty aware of what im responding with

 

[Michie]

lol ok so i mispelled a word guys .... its ok i grew up in special ed .... i think i do great concidering that point .... its ok that i mispelled a word

It is ok. I just wanted to make sure I was understanding correctly. No worries.

 

[Michie]

either you dont see things in the spirit or you've never had your mind attacked by demons **** i do see in the spirit and ive experienced demonic attacks on my mind which Christ delivered me from .... im also aware of mental illness too .... (im bipolar) so i see a councelor as well myself .... ive been thru what hes going thru and God delivered me from it let me explain something here *** you can go to a mental health center and when they ask you if you hear voices*** and you reply yes i hear the voice of God and the Holy Spirit they automactically label you scizophrenic*** umm yes im pretty aware of what im responding with

I just had to take my sister to the hospital twice and committed. You are not telling me anything I do not know. Not sure why you are on hopping me all over about it.