I am trying not to get down on my birthday yesterday but I found out a sick uncle died earlier that morning. What really sucks is this is the second birthday in 3 years that a loved one has died. My bithday already sucked because I am getting older (lol) but knowing two people now have died on it has me not looking forward to my birthdays anymore. I have already decided I am not having anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am staying 44 for the rest of my life!!!!!!!
I am trying really hard not to let it get me down, but it is a little depressing to say the least. I know it is just life and I am thankful that those who did die on my bd are not suffering anymore. But it is hard not to sit down and cry . Don't get me wrong, I am grieving, I just don't want it to turn into a bp episode....please keep me in your prayers the next few days...Thank You and God Bless EVERYONE......Rush
I am trying really hard not to let it get me down, but it is a little depressing to say the least. I know it is just life and I am thankful that those who did die on my bd are not suffering anymore. But it is hard not to sit down and cry . Don't get me wrong, I am grieving, I just don't want it to turn into a bp episode....please keep me in your prayers the next few days...Thank You and God Bless EVERYONE......Rush