Recently I've been somewhat successful against my struggle with pornography. One partial reason is because I had this OCD "rule" on me that if I see porn than I cannot write (besides forums and emails) or else that means that my salvation's non-existent.
But unfortunately, as I was looking for a church related file, I caught glance of a word file in my computer that had porn in it. I didn't open it. But because just looking at the title of the file, I feel I'm violating the rule.
But I still want to write (since I enjoy writing). But if I do, then my salvation is threatened in some way or another.
But unfortunately, as I was looking for a church related file, I caught glance of a word file in my computer that had porn in it. I didn't open it. But because just looking at the title of the file, I feel I'm violating the rule.
But I still want to write (since I enjoy writing). But if I do, then my salvation is threatened in some way or another.
