- Jan 26, 2003
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This is about the only area of being single that I struggle to cope with.
This past year had seen me have to get a taxi to take my kids to my mum's and then to ER because I was too ill to drive. I sat in agony for close to 2 hrs on my own, had morphine then discharged to get a taxi back home...
Went for a hospital appt on Tues and was told that they have discovered a cyst which is squeezing the nerve within my L1 spine which may have been responsible for the scale of pain causing me to go to ER earlier this year and which has come and gone since then to lesser and larger degrees.
Unrelated to the above, I am currently off work now - realising that there is a very high probability that I have screwed up big time and lost a job I had only just started 4 weeks ago but coming to terms with the fact that I haven't quite gotten over the death of my dad earlier this year. Yet here I am sat in the silence of my home with no one to talk to, having a multitude of 'what ifs' running through my head in relation to future work.
I feel as though a battle with depression I had overcome a few years back is creeping back with each day that I am off work.
More than anything guys, could you keep me lifted in prayer, please?
I am struggling to hear from the Lord right now what with all the issues I'm dealing with offline.
Thanks
This past year had seen me have to get a taxi to take my kids to my mum's and then to ER because I was too ill to drive. I sat in agony for close to 2 hrs on my own, had morphine then discharged to get a taxi back home...
Went for a hospital appt on Tues and was told that they have discovered a cyst which is squeezing the nerve within my L1 spine which may have been responsible for the scale of pain causing me to go to ER earlier this year and which has come and gone since then to lesser and larger degrees.
Unrelated to the above, I am currently off work now - realising that there is a very high probability that I have screwed up big time and lost a job I had only just started 4 weeks ago but coming to terms with the fact that I haven't quite gotten over the death of my dad earlier this year. Yet here I am sat in the silence of my home with no one to talk to, having a multitude of 'what ifs' running through my head in relation to future work.
I feel as though a battle with depression I had overcome a few years back is creeping back with each day that I am off work.
More than anything guys, could you keep me lifted in prayer, please?
I am struggling to hear from the Lord right now what with all the issues I'm dealing with offline.
Thanks