This is something new to me.
Feeling happy about life and being positive in the face of struggles.
I had a realisation recently, that God didn't create me, and nature so that I would be going around depressed and negative.
I realised that this was against his purpose for me. That it was a perversion of his wishes.
I realised that I am allowed to enjoy being alive.
Suddenly it was like a massive dark weight was lifted from me. Like Evil spirits were escaping!
Very liberating!
Feeling happy about life and being positive in the face of struggles.
I had a realisation recently, that God didn't create me, and nature so that I would be going around depressed and negative.
I realised that this was against his purpose for me. That it was a perversion of his wishes.
I realised that I am allowed to enjoy being alive.
Suddenly it was like a massive dark weight was lifted from me. Like Evil spirits were escaping!
Very liberating!
Davin, you are growing so quickly! 
