After struggling to be a Christian for 3 months, I am now finding myself backsliding.
I don't know what to do. I don't know how to stop this. No matter how hard I try to get back with God, I feel myself slipping further and further away from Him, until I can no longer feel He is there. I feel a huge void, and I don't know how to fill it. It's not that I don't want to be Christian, because I do more than anything, it just seems so incredibly hard to keep it all up and avoid every single piece of sin.
I don't know what to do. I don't know how to stop this. No matter how hard I try to get back with God, I feel myself slipping further and further away from Him, until I can no longer feel He is there. I feel a huge void, and I don't know how to fill it. It's not that I don't want to be Christian, because I do more than anything, it just seems so incredibly hard to keep it all up and avoid every single piece of sin.