I apologise if I antagonised you, that wasn't my intention.
I don't see chaos by the way, there is order in nature, certain things can be predicted and calculated, and mathematics/ physics can describe scientifically much of what we see.
I accept your viewpoint is that god is eternal, he didn't need to come into existence because he was always there, and I just can't see how that could be the case.
At least we agree that you either believe or you don't, one of us is right, one is wrong.
I wasn't antagonized. Merely stating the term "debate" is often used interchangeably with "discussion", when they are not alike. Plus, no one ever really debates properly. It's often "let me address this one thing then rant on about something else because everything else made sense". Debate is for intellectually defeating someone, as in a contest. As a Christian, I can't forcibly bring you to God. You have to come to that on your own convicted by the Holy Spirit. All I attempt to do is open your heart with a crowbar, if need be.
Certain calculable things over the years have piqued my interest regarding order out of chaos, and these are actually reflected in biblical feasts, celebrations, and so forth.
Take for example the # of earth's rotations in relation to # of lunar months.
7 sets of 7 lunar months (7 x 7 x 29.53 days) = 1447.00 earth rotations.
Stuff like this can be extrapolated from jubilee calendars etc..
Adam living to be 930 and the Sun roughly 93 million miles away
Enoch (7th from Adam) (one of two people to never die) living to be 365 years old. (days in a year)
So there are quite a few things that are just straaaaange. But have purpose.
I can list a lot of things but those are just random I like to point out for topic, regardless if anyone sees them as cool or not.
In response to how you can't see that God always existed...
What is more likely...
A. The universe created itself, and created life, which is not normal because death exists in the universe. (A rather self-defeating notion from the self-created universe, as the order contained in it is indicative of purpose.)
B. Something created the universe, created the life contained in it, and the death that follows life as judgment for sin. (The order has purpose.)
But if you would hear me out...my own personal testimony is that there have been several times in my life that God "made a house call". I would probably not be alive if he had not interceded. My life at times had gone down some really dark roads.
Then there are other times when "being in the right place at the right time" just doesn't do those times justice. I was able to help someone who needed help and there was no one else and it was like in the middle of nowhere and I was out by chance??
I know there are things that happen, even to a non-believer, that defy what you know. Some that are beyond what your heart can contain. People that always have a place in your heart.
There are things too wonderful, so briefly touched on in this world, that only can described by the notion of a God you cannot see with eyes. He is a spirit... so this makes sense.
If something happened in the past to cause you to walk away from God, or accepting him due to not receiving friends or not getting what you want or disaster or death or something, I urge you to look past yourself to a God who is righteous and just in all his ways. It is ourselves that lead us away from him. Meanwhile, he is always there.