Before I joined this forum I was quite ill and I thought I was out of the woods with all that has been going on in my body. However, the other day I went to take my sister in law out that has been terminally ill and I had to haul the wheel chair around and when I did it seemed to set me off again. I have a new job of course they haven't given me any hours yet but I need to be able to work but I am also struggling with being ill and I also discovered a lump in my stomach.
I have struggled with Hemolytic Anemia (where the red cells get eat up by the White blood cells, Elevated Rheumatoid factor, High Triglycerides, Liver tests messed up, and basically the whole immune system out of sync and the liver and the spleen were scanned and not normal and the pancreas need healed and I thought I was getting better until now but today I have been in this unbearable pain.
I did go back to the doctor last Thursday when I first noticed I was feeling unwell and he examined the lump and said--A non-cancerous tumor, he felt fairly certain...but he ordered a lot of blood work up because I am also iron deficient anemic as well as Hemolytic anemic. I am tired all the time but I don't permit myself to sleep only hours that are sleeping because I don't want to just sleep life away.
I do not take narcotics and the Ibuprofen I am taking is not even phasing some of the discomfort I am in.
I do not make sense when I am in this condition and it is much harder to get along with others because I am irrational, depressed, and think with a hurting body and don't know it often until I get the reactions from others.
Thank you for your prayers.
NewSong
I have struggled with Hemolytic Anemia (where the red cells get eat up by the White blood cells, Elevated Rheumatoid factor, High Triglycerides, Liver tests messed up, and basically the whole immune system out of sync and the liver and the spleen were scanned and not normal and the pancreas need healed and I thought I was getting better until now but today I have been in this unbearable pain.
I did go back to the doctor last Thursday when I first noticed I was feeling unwell and he examined the lump and said--A non-cancerous tumor, he felt fairly certain...but he ordered a lot of blood work up because I am also iron deficient anemic as well as Hemolytic anemic. I am tired all the time but I don't permit myself to sleep only hours that are sleeping because I don't want to just sleep life away.
I do not take narcotics and the Ibuprofen I am taking is not even phasing some of the discomfort I am in.
I do not make sense when I am in this condition and it is much harder to get along with others because I am irrational, depressed, and think with a hurting body and don't know it often until I get the reactions from others.
Thank you for your prayers.
NewSong
New Song 
Father, we lift up NewSong's health to You. We trust and have faith that if it is Your will, You CAN heal these problems. Lord, use this valiant warrior NewSong to further Your Kingdom. Wrap your arms around the pain and stress to lessen it and allow Your work to do done. In Jesus' mighty name, we ask these things. Amen 
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