Are my dream impossible, or what I am doing is not what God wants? how can I be a pro

[davito]

Hi, all sisters and brothers. I using this forum because I feel I am stuck in my life. I had beeing dealing with a lot of mental health issues since I was a kid and I was diagnose with schizoaffective disorder and learning disabilities. Now, that I am 24 I conclude that God want to use me for somthing big. He want me that I take positive things from all this suffering I have deal my whole life.

I like to have a lot of goals and expectations eventhough my future look uncertain and I feel infirior to society all the time. But, I know God will get into my heart and mind and will transfor me 360 degree. I was save a year ago.

I am currently in college and I am about to get a bachelors in microbiology, it has been extremly difficulttttttttttttttttt for me to complet my education. My main goal is to work in the medical field because I am a humanitary person and I like to treat and touch people souls, but my goals seem to far away. Only a miracle from God can fix all of this in a matter of seconds but I am getting old and my parents are getting old too. I want to be somebody.

What you guys recomend me to do? Should I be focus with my main goal of being in the medical field? Sometimes I think thats not what God want me to do but I pray every night so he can put the correct dream or goal in my heart. I pray for wisdom, intelligence and health every night.

What career can you people recomend me? I want to do somthing that have to deal with people so I can touch people souls and be a role model in my family, and that allow me to work with my hands. I wanted to do a field related to surgery, or dentistry. But, my education standars are very low for the requirements, I am praying god for a miracle to see if I can move forward.


Thanks you all!!!
God Bless you

 

[andreha]

Hey Davito

The Lord does indeed use imperfect vessels such as myself. If I had to make a list of all the stuff I've ever done, you would feel a *whole* lot better about yourself.

One thing is for sure - the Lord can indeed use more Christian doctors. Doctors that operate and pray as well. That is a winning combination indeed. Imagine a doctor that has a gift of miracle healing. That is something that God can indeed do for you. If this is your dream, then ask Him to lead you there.

He'll make you shine. That's for sure.

 

[Elijah2]

Mate, you go for the medical career, because I can say that in the future you will be used by our Lord Jesus Christ, and a lot sooner than you think.

Are you qualified enough to go for a medical degree in medicine?

Blessings.

 

[davito]

I am not really qualify, but I am waiting for a God miracle in my life. I consider myselft a very good man, and I think God has been making me strong through out all this suffering I have deal my whole life. I will be patient till I finish this bachellors and see what doors God can open for me. I praying to have more faith, wisdom, and health.

Thanks!!!!!!

 

[childofGod31]

When one door closes, the other one opens.

I would say: keep praying, keep doing what you are desiring to do (sometimes God guides us through our desires) And I am sure that God, seeing the sencerety of your heart, will guide you (will either open or close doors of opportunities for you)