Pm me if you do. I have alot of knowledge about it. I have several family members who are pedophiles. I am nonjudgemental and I want to help people in your situation.
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Anyone need help with pedophilia issues?
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First I would like to say that I have never had any kind of sexual encounter with anyone, male or female, young or old.
I am a 20 year old college student.
When I was 4, I liked a 3 year old.
When I was 9, I liked a 7 year old.
When I was 10, I liked a 7 year old.
When I was 15, I liked a 12 year old.
When I was 16, I liked a 10 year old.
Now, at age 20, I am attracted to girls as young as 5.
The experiences that I have had with my YGC's(young girl crushes) have been great. I'm not gonna lie. Probably all of my favorite 10 days of my life involved them. For example, this year I was on a step team with a girl 6 years younger than me (along with other people). We we're working to wrest back the title that we lost a year ago. Me and her we're working toward a common goal. It was great.
Another time, I had the opportunity to go on a retreat with this girl 3 years younger than me. The music was excellent, and we got to play fun minute-to-win-it games. We got to spend time together in one of my favorite cities in the US. I had a blast.
Throughout high school I had a good work ethic, primarily due to the girl I liked who was 3 years younger than me. I wanted to be able to go to the ISEF (International Science and Engineering Fair) with her.
Then in my first semester of college, I had a good work ethic due to having a crush on the girl who was 6 years younger than me.
But then, my first winter break, when I decided that I was going to marry her, it all sort of fell apart. I've never talked to her, by the way.
Since 2005, I also seem to be having trouble with having a "sound mind." Kind of like OCD. I would think things such as.
"Oh no, if I don't bring my violin on this trip, I will never be happy again."
"I have to tell my parents every single thought I had thought every second of the day."
"My friend could be dead, and I don't even know it."
"I'm going blind."
"I can't move my bowels."
It's like I can't convince myself of reality.
I thought that this could be the result of having Asperger's syndrome. But Asperger's syndrome isn't really correlated with pedophilia.
Then I looked up the symptoms of Demonic Oppression and they seemed to fit.
eternaldestiny.com/DDemons.html
Couples with this quote "I expect that a lot of pedophilia is demonic oppression," from another Christian website, I think that I am suffering from demonic oppression.
Each semester at college, my stamina to do school work has decreased more and more. It seems as if I am burnt out from high school with no work ethic left.
I am also suffering from an electronics addiction. I also have trouble keeping my mind from wandering, even when on electronics.
To be quite honest, I wish that America could be age blind and get rid of the age of consent, but since that ain't gonna happen, I would like to change.
I would REALLY like to have a sane mind.
I have rededicated my life to Jesus in the past, but that didn't seem to work.
I have tried telling my self "I have a sound mind. I have a sound mind. I have a sound mind." but that hasn't worked either.
Is it possible at age 20 to be attracted to a 14 year old girl, and still be "Christian?" Or do I have to dump any attraction to girls under a certain age? Should girls magically become attractive to me when they turn 18?
Anybody having been through this and come out on the winning end? What did you do?
Additionally, I am a beta male (which basically means that nearly all of the girls I like don't like me.) This is true for girls my age, older than me, and younger than me.
I have had strong feelings for girl after girl after girl and been bitterly disappointed. Sometimes, these girls don't even want to talk to me.
They give out fake phone numbers. They give out phone numbers but then ignore calls.
The beta male factor combined with the fact that society hates me for my attraction makes my love life almost unbearable.
Since my mental problems started hen I was about 13, I'm wondering if they are the result of adolescence. Will my brain stabilize as I enter my later twenties?
HELP!
I am a 20 year old college student.
When I was 4, I liked a 3 year old.
When I was 9, I liked a 7 year old.
When I was 10, I liked a 7 year old.
When I was 15, I liked a 12 year old.
When I was 16, I liked a 10 year old.
Now, at age 20, I am attracted to girls as young as 5.
The experiences that I have had with my YGC's(young girl crushes) have been great. I'm not gonna lie. Probably all of my favorite 10 days of my life involved them. For example, this year I was on a step team with a girl 6 years younger than me (along with other people). We we're working to wrest back the title that we lost a year ago. Me and her we're working toward a common goal. It was great.
Another time, I had the opportunity to go on a retreat with this girl 3 years younger than me. The music was excellent, and we got to play fun minute-to-win-it games. We got to spend time together in one of my favorite cities in the US. I had a blast.
Throughout high school I had a good work ethic, primarily due to the girl I liked who was 3 years younger than me. I wanted to be able to go to the ISEF (International Science and Engineering Fair) with her.
Then in my first semester of college, I had a good work ethic due to having a crush on the girl who was 6 years younger than me.
But then, my first winter break, when I decided that I was going to marry her, it all sort of fell apart. I've never talked to her, by the way.
Since 2005, I also seem to be having trouble with having a "sound mind." Kind of like OCD. I would think things such as.
"Oh no, if I don't bring my violin on this trip, I will never be happy again."
"I have to tell my parents every single thought I had thought every second of the day."
"My friend could be dead, and I don't even know it."
"I'm going blind."
"I can't move my bowels."
It's like I can't convince myself of reality.
I thought that this could be the result of having Asperger's syndrome. But Asperger's syndrome isn't really correlated with pedophilia.
Then I looked up the symptoms of Demonic Oppression and they seemed to fit.
eternaldestiny.com/DDemons.html
Couples with this quote "I expect that a lot of pedophilia is demonic oppression," from another Christian website, I think that I am suffering from demonic oppression.
Each semester at college, my stamina to do school work has decreased more and more. It seems as if I am burnt out from high school with no work ethic left.
I am also suffering from an electronics addiction. I also have trouble keeping my mind from wandering, even when on electronics.
To be quite honest, I wish that America could be age blind and get rid of the age of consent, but since that ain't gonna happen, I would like to change.
I would REALLY like to have a sane mind.
I have rededicated my life to Jesus in the past, but that didn't seem to work.
I have tried telling my self "I have a sound mind. I have a sound mind. I have a sound mind." but that hasn't worked either.
Is it possible at age 20 to be attracted to a 14 year old girl, and still be "Christian?" Or do I have to dump any attraction to girls under a certain age? Should girls magically become attractive to me when they turn 18?
Anybody having been through this and come out on the winning end? What did you do?
Additionally, I am a beta male (which basically means that nearly all of the girls I like don't like me.) This is true for girls my age, older than me, and younger than me.
I have had strong feelings for girl after girl after girl and been bitterly disappointed. Sometimes, these girls don't even want to talk to me.
They give out fake phone numbers. They give out phone numbers but then ignore calls.
The beta male factor combined with the fact that society hates me for my attraction makes my love life almost unbearable.
Since my mental problems started hen I was about 13, I'm wondering if they are the result of adolescence. Will my brain stabilize as I enter my later twenties?
HELP!
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