I think I might be depressed. I am going to a therapist next week, maybe they will be able to tell me. I get these really intense feelings of despair about once or twice a week lately. It is so intense that I feel like just crying from the depths of my being. The past year I have had a hard time being seriously motivated to do anything and my grades (I am in college) and class attendence have reflected such. I almost quit a job that I had during one of these spasms (for lack of a better description). Would this fit with depression? It is weird, because most of the time I feel ok, and at some times I feel great...like singing. I am extremely motivated and get a lot of things done. For example, I went to work today...had an ok day, hung out with some friends that I hadnt seen in a while this evening, but by the end of the night I was completely despairing over my life.