Another Talking Circle

[MehGuy]

These past few days have been awful mentally. My anxiety has been through the roof and my usual coping mechanisms are becoming more and more desinsitzed. I feel useless, and doomed. I cannot find anything that makes me feel happy.

Everything feels so robotic and discovered..

I don't like revealing my self pitying side too often since it's easy to become addicted to it, but sometimes I need to write things out.

 

[awitch]

Anything we can do to help?

 

[MehGuy]

Anything we can do to help?

No, but I appreciate your concern. It just helps to air out my feelings here. Many of my problems I cannot really communicate to people in real life. Easier with text and anonymity.

 

[MehGuy]

Enjoyed some nature mysticism today. It was pretty relaxing.

I was worried about my depression curb-tailing it, but honestly all it does is help alleviate it.

Wish I could experience it more, but with a hectic work schedule it's not really feasible right now.

My dream would be someday to get a cabin up in the woods, perhaps maybe in Canada. And relax. I spent a weekend in a cabin in Canada once right by a lake and the experience was pretty amazing. Would be nice to be a writer or something.

That would be the perfect life.