Yes, you are.
You don't get it, do you? It was only a few months ago that you said "sorry" to God for doubting the moon landings. And you didn't do it silently, in your heart, only known to you and God. You did it on these forums; you
publicly wrote a prayer. You asked for God's help in sticking to your new belief in a globe earth - and even said, "I know it will be hard, but
with God's help I will get there."
But you didn't.
You saw a clip on YouTube which talked about a flat earth and instead of asking for God's help to resist the temptation to go back to your old beliefs, you said that it was God who had put that clip there and rejoiced that you were "back on track."
It's ok to change your mind about something.
It's not ok to say, "I found this Christian testimony to be so moving it gave me goosebumps and I honestly believed every word." To apologise to God for getting it wrong and to ask for his help in rejecting a false belief (i.e Flat Earth, which you were then saying was a load of nonsense) - and then, a couple of weeks later treat your confession as nothing, fail to ask for God's help in this matter and publicly reject the Christian who spoke so movingly and sincerely.
If you said "sorry" to God for being wrong about the moon landings, and you are now saying "no, I made a mistake and shouldn't have said that", you are saying sorry to God for saying that you were sorry.
If you publicly said that you would ask for God's help to resist believing in a flat earth, then a short time later go back to believing in a flat earth, that means that you either failed to ask for his help or, worse still, weren't interested in having it.
Like I said, I don't care what shape you believe the earth to be and if you want to deny the moon landings, that's up to you.
But don't claim that God showed you that something was true and then a couple of weeks later showed you again that it was false. Don't claim that you will ask for god's help and then do nothing of the kind.
if anything I am going by God's words
God's word says nothing about moon landings.