What and become indoctrinated all over again into to all their lies - No thanks.
It's YouTube that's indoctrinating you.
A few months ago you believed in the moon landings and a globe earth. This was after you'd watched Charles Dukes' Christian testimony which you found to be inspirational. You wrote a prayer on this public forum where you said "sorry" to God for having doubted, asked his blessing on the astronauts, and for his help in holding to your new belief in a globe earth. You said that "flat earth is a load of nonsense."
A couple of weeks after this it was "yaaay, I'm back on track", and all the Christian astronauts were liars.
Why? Because you had found a Flat Earth clip on YouTube that you had not been looking for - and your conclusion was that it was God who had led you to it. It wasn't God - it was your computer, and a case of you believing what you wanted to believe.
If you go to any search engine - and YouTube has one too - and type something in, your computer will "remember" it, conclude you are interested in it, suggest other clips/articles on the same subject, or bombard you with adverts for the same, or similar products.
You went back on your prayer of confession, which you said was "a mistake", and failed to trust in God's strength to help you with your new beliefs.
All because of a computer which didn't know that you now believed in a globe earth so continued to find Flat Earth clips for you to watch.