Another day, another evil thought (OCD trigger warning)

[Job405]

So I was in the bathroom brushing my teeth, when I was battling evil thoughts, and one thought came in my mind from the enemy which was something like "curse Jesus", and I was going to think "Yes I love Jesus" but I just thought "Yes", once I thought that I felt like a knot in my stomach.

1 Corinthians 12:3 Wherefore I give you to understand, that no man speaking by the Spirit of God calleth Jesus accursed: and that no man can say that Jesus is the Lord, but by the Holy Ghost.

Technically I didn't speak it nor did I mean to curse Jesus, I would never do that, I just fumbled in my thoughts while multitasking. Do you think God will forgive me for this? Or is it over for me?

 

[TenthAveN]

The Pharisees attributed Jesus’ works to beelzebub because they meant it. Did you mean it? I hardly think so, intrusive thoughts are intrusive thoughts.

 

[Hanging by a Thread]

So I was in the bathroom brushing my teeth, when I was battling evil thoughts, and one thought came in my mind from the enemy which was something like "curse Jesus", and I was going to think "Yes I love Jesus" but I just thought "Yes", once I thought that I felt like a knot in my stomach.

1 Corinthians 12:3 Wherefore I give you to understand, that no man speaking by the Spirit of God calleth Jesus accursed: and that no man can say that Jesus is the Lord, but by the Holy Ghost.

Technically I didn't speak it nor did I mean to curse Jesus, I would never do that, I just fumbled in my thoughts while multitasking. Do you think God will forgive me for this? Or is it over for me?

I think it's all over for you. Next!

I'm just kidding. Hopefully you're just looking for opinions and won't put much credence in the answers/responses you get here. God is the only one who knows for sure. I suspect that it's all over for a lot of Christians if that's the result of having ever been angry at God/Jesus. Certainly would be for me.

 

[TenthAveN]

I think it's all over for you. Next!

I'm just kidding. Hopefully you're just looking for opinions and won't put much credence in the answers/responses you get here. God is the only one who knows for sure. I suspect that it's all over for a lot of Christians if that's the result of having ever been angry at God/Jesus. Certainly would be for me.

Even when we’re angry at God, He is still more merciful that we will ever know, let alone when we receive a thought we’d never allow in our mind otherwise, or say out loud. Of course, that doesn’t mean we should be angry at Him in the first place.

Job, just to clarify, I’m not saying that you are angry, I’m quite aware of your problem brother.

 

[Job405]

I think it's all over for you. Next!

I'm just kidding. Hopefully you're just looking for opinions and won't put much credence in the answers/responses you get here. God is the only one who knows for sure. I suspect that it's all over for a lot of Christians if that's the result of having ever been angry at God/Jesus. Certainly would be for me.

I was not angry at all. It was just intrusive thoughts.

 

[Dendy]

Sometimes thoughts like that are worse for me than at other times. They are of course unintentional and often they come into my prayers. I started waiting until the end of my prayer and then telling God that I didn't mean any of the bad stuff. The more I did that the more they started to stay away lately. They are horrible thoughts but I've come to believe God listens to my heart. Try not to worry!