We just found out that our daughter is bulimic. I feel like there is an evil invader in my home. It has robbed us of the life we have known. We even lost our best friends of the last 15 years because of this. Our lives have been turned upside down. I pray and receive comfort and strength and wisdome from God -- truly I do. But the next day I'm just as down as I was before. And I am now overwhelmed with the realization that this is not just going to go away. This disease has taken over our lives. It's here in every nook of everything we do or say or ... just everything. My daughter won't turn to God -- or can't right now -- or something. I can't fix it, and I can't get her to try.
Oh God, I am in so much pain.
Oh God, I am in so much pain.